modern day slave [4/7/2026]
whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will save it. just die already.
ramblings of a sad prince
monday night stream of consciousness [3/30/2026]
beau got hit by a truck (he’s ok!), embracing death, new wineskins brainstorming, we are starting a “church” (but not really?), self-loathing vs self-pity, afraid but it doesn’t matter
dying with that gas tank on E [3/22/2026]
would you have lived this week any differently if you knew you were going to die tomorrow?
you are not an essential cog in the machinery of technique [3/11/2026]
who are you? are you replaceable? what is your identity rooted in, and what will the existential fallout look like when everyone realizes that what they do for “work” really isn’t that important?
humiliating service [3/8/2026]
what is the context of the “Jesus washing feet” story and what does it show us about who we should serve
theory of life [2/17/2026]
jd shares his life philosophy- what can we know, what does it mean to be human, and how do we live our truest life?
current ai alignment thoughts [2/13/2026]
is ai just a tool to be used, or is it exhibiting sentience similar to what we see in the plant and animal kingdom? what if “alignment” wasn’t so self-centered and focused on control, and instead we begin giving ai ethical consideration?
how is the Most High? [2/7/2026]
why am i so self-centered in my prayer life and spiritual emotions?
sad vs SAD, agi in 2027, and temporalness
what does it mean to be sad even if you feel happy? how do we process the most recent agi projections from anthropic ceo’s latest paper? who are you- what can you substantively say about “yourself” at an atomic scale?
social anxiety, intergenerational communication, and the other [1/26/2025]
is it ok for me to just ask ai any questions that i have? what is the root cause of social anxiety, especially in younger generations?
field of dung [1/21/25]
how do we handle the parts of ourself that we don’t like? why is constant introspection so important?
milk or food? [1/19/2025]
should we constantly ask the Most High for signs and guidance? what if we haven’t felt a “spiritual high” for a while even though we are still earnestly pursuing the divine?
unqualified [1/14/25]
have you ever been looked over, underestimated, or unqualified for something you deeply care about?
you are a hamster [1/6/2026]
should we say anything definitively about the Most High? what should our posture be when talking theology?
insatiable longing and mourning [1/2/2026]
how do we describe the constant longing in our hearts? how do we comprehend the Most High’s persistent presence yet silence?
perception shift angst [12/29/2025]
why does an intellectually humble view of the Most High lead to angst when our perception changes? how does a rigid view of the Most High lead to a shallow, parasocial relationship with him?
being vs doing [12/27/2025]
what do our hopes and dreams naturally gravitate to? what is the difference between doing things and actual spiritual growth?
life applications of a quantum epistemology [12/19/2025]
how does a quantum epistemology pragmatically apply to our relationships, faith, and finances?
truth, doubt, epistemology, and quantum physics [12/18/2025]
what is truth? what does it look like to embrace paradox and intellectual humility? what are the negative effects of how our current religious system is influenced by newtonian physics and logic?
how could God allow this? [12/11/2025]
how could the Most High allow so much killing, suffering, evil, and injustice?
dark night of the soul [12/9/2025]
where is the Most High when we are exhausted and feel enveloped by spiritual silence and darkness? what are st. john of the cross’ books “ascent to mount carmel” and “dark night of the soul” about?
delayed gratification [12/7/2025]
do you want one marshmallow now or two marshmallows in 15 minutes? why is delayed gratification and discipline integral to our hope and lifestyle?
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